The Truth

I heard Kris Allen's new song "The Truth" on the radio on my way to work this morning and I fell in love with it. It's a really great song and I highly recommend downloading it.

The Truth

Lying next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losing sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads
And we don't believe it

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin, oh yeah...

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now, yeah
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth
It's easier than telling the truth

Hot or Not

So the other day at work, my employees and I were all going through our phones showing old pictures of ourselves that we thought looked good (I really have no idea why we were doing this besides the fact we were bored) Anyways, I really didn't have many pictures of myself on my phone but I found one from like 3 years ago. (see above lol) So I showed it to my employees and one of them was like "Man you WERE so hot. I would have dated you back then." I was like "WAS???!!!" Anyways, so then I went home and tried to have my husband console me and he told me "Honey you're not hot anymore, you are just pretty." WHAT???!!!!! Double burn lol

She's So High

Well today I got off work early and decided to go for a run (which actually turned into a limping walk because I once again messed up my leg.) Anyways, it was such a beautiful day and on campus it was mostly dead because of the "holiday" so I just got to walk and soak in all of my thoughts. And then...my favorite song came on! I couldn't help but smile as I listened to the lyrics. I absolutely love the chorus though and I love how it builds up to it! I am so sure that anyone watching me on campus was laughing but I couldn't not dance and twirl around and sing out loud..."she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely. She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Ark, or Aphrodite." I feel so free when I listen to this song and it makes me so happy! I have decided to make this my feel good song...so anytime I am having a bad day I will listen to this song and I hope it will make me feel happy again!

Headbands

So I wore a headband for the first time in like ever because I woke up like 30 minutes before I was supposed to be at work and was running super late. So I just wore my hair curly and pulled it up into a messy bun with a cutesy headband with it. I thought I looked like a little girl and felt super self conscious but I actually got more compliments than I can ever remember! So I am going to start wearing headbands more! Guess you can't write something off until you try it!