Sometimes we go about our lives thinking that things will never change and that life will go exactly as planned. We never think that we are going to have to say good bye. Life is great until you have to end a part of you that means so much to you. I never thought I'd say never...I always thought I'd fight till forever. And yet now I really think never is the reality. I know I have made mistakes and that this is all my fault but it does not make it any easier. It is killing me inside, I wish I knew why? I always thought things would be fine...I never thought I'd have to say good bye and live a life without you. But you are the one that chose to walk away, don't need to say sorry because what is done is done and now I will move on. I won't look back and I won't say it's ok. I will cry this out and be fine. I feel as though I am standing still in a crowd of people swirling past me, the world passing by and I cannot move. Everything is a blur. How did I get here? Where am I going? Who am I? I don't even know...I don't know. Who is going to save me?
Just please don't let me go...
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